This would not end well for one of us. She had already
tasted my blood, and I was now out for
hers. I should have been warned. All
evening, that busy, crowded evening, I had caught just the suggestion of her
high pitched cry. I had stopped each time, trying to localize it, track it, in
the world of noise: native drums, cries, a ceiling fan, clunking and slashing
its way to its inevitable destruction, and the myriad of night birds’ calls, I had lost her cry each time.
I had known, of course, her power to wound and kill. The
long, warm wards lined with pale, fevered
faces, the fetid smells blowing in from
the choo, the empty beds that greeted me
each morning were proof enough of that. She is
capable of so much damage. I have seen her take even small children,
days from the womb, eyes staring in horror, or closed in resignation as they
die. She works with other beasts, of course, but you know she is there, out
there, all the time.
After a long day and a troubled evening, I retreated to the
safety of my protected haven, feeling my anxiety melt from the taut attention I
had not known I had devoted to her. She would come closer in the night,
circling my place, but I was safe, within. Almost immediately my eyes were
closed. Perhaps I slept. The nights are so warm,
and the rushing air of the fans cools only by imagination. I wager she came
through the window, past the zamu, the
guard. She could have been there all the time, hiding in a corner, waiting for
me to come and lock us in together, so she could feed.
I was awake enough to rouse as she started. She was wise enough
to leave her meal as I roused.
Now, despite my internal armor, I am at her mercy. She
always leaves a little of herself behind. Even so, I will find her, and we will do battle.
I turn on the small light and look inside the cone of my mosquito netting that covers my bed. She is there somewhere, waiting for me to fall
asleep again, so she can feed again. I see her in a faint crease and launch an
attack. She flies off. I bring out the big guns and the next time she lands, my
pillow comes away with a large smear of blood, my blood. I have been avenged. I sleep.
At BMC Nalerigu, Malaprusi
District, everyone is presumed to have malaria, to have just been over it, or to be just about to
get it. Safe money. The female Ades egypti
mosquito is the final vector. Malaria complicates all disease, weakening the patient and opening the door to other diseases in those she does not kill outright. I should have looked for her before I turned out
the light.